PrideSnowflake

 Silly Kittys, I should have known, honestly. There's been way too much back and forth with my mom on this whole cousin debacle. She gave her 2 more days. 2 MORE FUCKING DAYS! It's always "give her time" or "she needs help," but never about her children or dogs. Apparently, when my mom confronted her, she said: "I'm not bothering anyone; it's like [me and my fiancé]". She also begged for a week when my mom caved and gave her 2 days.  It's beyond frustrating dealing with this. But of course, that's why I created this. A way to cope with life and current situations. Well, this is my life, and my current situation sucks ass. Honestly, it's fucking bullshit. My cousin needs professional help, not her aunt taking pity on her and forcing her children to deal with the consequences. Like fucking hell!  I won't write a long update since I've already written today (twice actually), so I'll just say this.  Stay safe out there, ...

 Silly Kittys, Today is quite an anxious day for me. Here's some background information. So my cousin moved in with my family mid may of this year. This is not the first time she has, but holy fuck it will definitely be the last. She has severe mental health issues, and it got worse after she had her kid 5 years ago. Since then, she's gone downhill fast, especially in the past 2 years. Had an assault charge against the baby daddy. Though he's an actual dickhead, so I hate him. My family believes she has trauma-induced schizophrenia.  Honestly, a part of me feels pity for her. She has gone through the worst life has to offer...several times. Growing up, we were very close. I was one of her biggest fans, despite her clear health troubles. However, before she moved in, my mother gave her clear rules. I incorporated one of my own: never go into my 2 rooms; be careful not to let my cats out ESPECIALLY if the back door is open. Well, my mom and I visited my sister 2 weeks into he...

  (Verse 1) Secrets are hidden inside Touching is forbidden out of here This is where we can be  Together hiding from the world (Verse 2) The wind is picking up We better scurry Don’t forget our meetup tomorrow Same time as before (Pre-chorus) Don’t sway the branches  Don’t show them anything (Chorus) Never show our forbidden love Romeo and Juliet could never hope to be like us  Stolen kisses Stolen glances from across the room Everything hiding behind that secret willow (Verse 3) I don’t think anyone saw us I think we’re alright Give me another kiss I’ll need to savour you for the rest of our lives (Chorus) Never show our forbidden love Romeo and Juliet could never hope to be like us  Stolen kisses Stolen glances from across the room Everything hiding behind that secret willow Look at me, darling Remember my gaze It’s just us 2 Forever and always  (Bridge) It’s so romantic So mysterious My adrenaline is pumping  Never share our secret (Pre-chorus) Don...

 Silly Kittys, First-ever post on here, what a rush! I'm not going to make it toooo long. It's 1am here after all when I am writing this. I plan to make my entries more "dear diary"esque. When I'm done ranting, perhaps I'll give out advice or tips or maybe a picture of my 2 cats. Who knows?! I can be fun...sometimes.  I want to make an entry on here as often as I can; I'll even set reminders on my phone. If anyone is out there who wants to keep up with me, I live on Mountain Daylight Time. Not entirely sure if that's helpful or not, but we'll see. I'm thinking of setting the reminders at 8pm and having a post up by 9.  There will not be regular songs; I don't have that much energy. I have over 100 poems, so I can easily add one every day along with an entry. But if I'm feeling wild, maybe I'll add a short story or something. I will reiterate what it says on my home page: I WILL NOT CENSOR MY WORDS! So if you don't enjoy adult co...

  One day, I left without a word No trace of anything Then you found me, I break into tears, I was gone for 3 years No sign of retreat You don't know how scared I was, You only know nothing The sleepless nights of tears and screams I bid farewell as I got up from your arms If you find me again, That won't be me, But your memory of the girl you once knew -written at 12 years old-